Soldier of Fortune
by GENNY LIM
for Black Lives lost to police violence
Don’t apologize for what you’ve done
it was the officer’s gun that sealed your fate
and the cutting wind that hollowed your breath
into the back streets of blackness
Down, down, you dove
into the vortex of vanishing days
laughing, sighing as you confessed
your childish logic of love
to conquer the madness and fear
and whatever wounds, regrets and
misfortunes that stole your youth
Don’t regret what might’ve been but was not
It is the shape of the moon that dictates the tides
It is the gulf that lies between heaven and earth
forever shimmering, haunting,
distant and lonely the passage
Don’t apologize for dying
Survival is only a bullet between freedom and exile
Freedom is only a leap of faith between
what is and what can never be
Our lives are the barter of jealous gods
History knows nor cares of nothing of
your hopes or my dreams
they are ripe for the taking
Don’t repeat or interpret the words
twisted by sinister tongues
Better to unlock the cage that turns
rage into justice
Two people like you and I can never be equal to the task of liberation
if we cannot lift the heavy burden
of our shadows from our hearts or remove
the blindfold of acquiescence from our eyes
© 2017 Genny Lim