You no longer let me perch on your arm
— Xue Tao*
No one, nothing, yes, you
once tall, your blues riveted
on outstretched arms, no
longer in residence, living
and dining rooms intact, no
longer
do avocado trees let
go fruit still to
ripen in 20th century clime, me,
ensconced, somewhat caged, half free a perch
flapping her wings from
steadying ground while our eyes shift
on beginnings black gold red
my arm, your
invisible arm.
© 2023 Nellie Wong
* Inspired by a poem by Xue Tao from Yin Mountain: The Immortal Poetry of Three Daoist Women, translated by Peter Levitt and Rebecca Nie © 2022.